I surrender

ahhh,,... hari yang kurang menyenangkan lagi di kantor.
temen temen yang kurang menyenangkan. menusuk dari belakang, saling ngomongin.
Gak enak banget.

Tuhan... this is not what I want. So what do I want ?
I want to have a better job. an exciting one.
where I can go back anytime and start anytime. I don't have to punch in & out
Great collegues.
God, forgive me for being selfish.
I know this job also one of your great plan for me.
I know I should not have doubt. I should trust you instead.
So, God, let it be your will and not my will.
I know you know what's best for me.

I surrender..

Rain.. Always brings back memories

Cold day in the office.
Raining outside. Bau tanah yang diguyur hujan sangat menenagkan jiwa. Gak puas puas nya aku menghirup nya. Ahhh.... segar...
Meningatkan ku pada suasana di kampung halaman.
Inget Ibu dan Bapak.
Ah... apa kabar Ma and Pa?
Semoga Tenang di sisi Nya.
Aku kangen sama Ma & Pa.
Is everything all right there?

Hujan, sudah lama aku tidak bercengkrama dengan mu ya.
waktu kecil dulu, kita selalu bermain bersama. berlari, menyentuh mu,
berlari kesana kemari tanpa rasa takut , gak punya beban...